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8월 11일 从Rose那儿抄来的真理＂ＬＩＦＥ ＨＡＳ ＳＯ ＭＡＮＹ ＴＷＩＳＴＳ．．．＂，
谁也不知道自己的下一站会停泊在何处，
人生好似飘蒲，萍水相逢，何必多留．再见一笑，畅叙幽情，便是天上人间．
懂得从容面对分别，何尝不是人生的一种境界． 谢谢，对不起，希望你一样过得好 那天他发信息说了好多，可是我一句都没有说，真的不知说什么，好难受，觉得是我对不起他。虽然我不想这样，但是面前的这条路我已经迈出去了，而且那一步我竟然迈的那样坚定，毫无动摇。我不知道这是否就意味着我们不再拥有前路，我只是不能确定，只是害怕作了错误的决定。所以，遵从了从小的梦想，很潇洒。但人有一得，必有一失，这次我失去了什么，你说，我是失去你了吗？......
他送了首歌给我，陈浩民的《爱海滔滔》
试着去努力鼓起勇气放弃你
总是不争气没有这么快学会安静 就连眼泪时刻在提醒根本无法放得下你 漆黑的夜晚还是找到了我排山倒海来袭 一定是我不够好所以你才想要逃 逃到天涯和海角躲在别人的怀抱 你能不能不管过得好不好 不要故意躲开不让我知道 只要你过得很好什么都已不重要 我不会故意打扰更不会让你烦恼 我每一夜不管你知不知道 傻傻流着眼泪默默的祈祷 希望你过得好 总有一天你会看到 爱如海掀起惊天巨滔 我会以无坚不摧的力量 让你知道 真的谢谢你，我永远都会记得和你一起笑的日子，记得你有多好。
对不起，i'm really sorry，真的要走了，为了我自己。
你一定要记得忘记那些不用记得的，记得也要过得一样好，记得要很幸福。
7월 29일 笑比哭好you know,I hate saying goodbye
but i'm not gonna cry this time
有人说汗水是夏天的眼泪，
就是酸了些；
也有人说绿色是空气的皮肤，
就是浓了些；
还有人说人是地球的蛀虫，
就是多了些。
其实我们都是宇宙中的一滴水，
擂台上的一飞腿，
生活就是多笑笑，
多闹闹，
不要流泪。
舍不得结束了新东方中级口语的课程，突然就有些舍不得，其实刚开始上课就已经舍不得结课了。这两个老师，杨娜，蔺乐带我们一起度过10个又开心又充实的日子，让我们怎么忘了他们呢！
嗬嗬，我是一个爱哭的人，不是因为哭有什么好，只是忍不住啦，一舍不得我就有些哽咽了。但愿我们可爱的老师不会把我们这几个又勇敢，又激情，又认真的孩子们忘掉；但愿我们能如愿keep in touch，从此成为朋友。听他们讲的异地上课有多辛苦，真的心疼他们，希望Rose,Robin保重身体，每天都快乐充实。
还要记得哦，再见面时一定要说It's been million years! 7월 12일 pray因为知道有人会看我的空间，那就多写点中文，大概就会像弟弟说得那样，有更多人驻足吧。
我学校定了之后，没大敢打扰弟弟，只是心里为他祈祷，当然还有我的妹妹，希望他们和我一样如愿以偿。God bless you always Nic.
还要为一个朋友祈祷，希望他赶快呼吸正常。
哎，我怎么都像一个基督徒了。 7월 11일 很有道理的话（美国前国务卿鲍威尔成功秘诀）急事慢慢地说，
大事想清楚再说，
小事幽默地说，
没有把握的事小心地说，
做不到的事不乱说，
伤害人的事坚决不说，
没发生的事不要胡说，
别人的事谨慎地说，
自己的事怎么想怎么说，
现在的事做了再说，
未来的事未来再说！ 一首小诗有梦想， 就要把它挂在有风的地方， 就要把它放在向阳的高处。 被风雨吹打过的梦想才叫梦想， 被冰霜冷冻过的梦想才叫梦想， 被骄阳暴晒过的梦想才叫梦想， 永不放弃，不曾遗忘的梦想才叫梦想， 经得起追梦中失败的痛，成功的重 这样的人才叫追梦的人。 储藏在温室里的梦想，别人赠送的梦想， 那不叫梦想，叫妄想。
为了明天的你是一个沉甸甸的你， 我愿尽全力将我全部的热情与坚定播撒在梦想里。
This is a new beginning 终于，我盼来了那个自己想要的结果。原来这种经过拼命，奋斗，汗水，泪水，祈祷，憧憬之后完成的梦想是这般美好。起初我真的不敢相信，可能是在心里设想了太多考上北师大之后的情景，所以，当爸爸告诉我已被录取的事实后，我没有多次幻想过的特别兴奋，甚至，我对这结果怀疑得很。“我？真的能被录取吗？像我每天都在做的白日梦那样吗？”我是矛盾的，心里深信自己一定能考得上，当我得知真的被录取时，却问自己，怎么会发生这么好的事？呵呵。。。于是，我胆怯的亲自给北师大招生办公室打电话，呵呵呵呵，还好，这次，美梦成真！
后来，爸爸发来短信，“孩子，你的梦想终于实现，非常不容易。”（看到这儿，我哽咽了）“你现在的主要任务是在规定时间内减肥成功，争取在报到前减15斤，（呵呵呵）“像高考一样努力才行！爸爸。”（回想起从保送考试失利，去北京考专业课那拼命，又紧张的十天，到三模还是四百多分，再到四模追上来100分，直到高考，有点辛酸，但是一切现在看来是那么值得。）
我想，这是我高中甚至从初中到现在，这六年来最大的胜利。我还记得，当许多曾经的同学被保送时，我内心有多伤感；我还记得，初中教过我的老师，碰了面后问我保送哪里的时候，我有多不好意思，和抱歉（让他们失望），还硬着头皮说：我选择高考。虽然，我不曾强烈要求保送，但当时的我确实落后了一大步，面子里子都受了伤，当时我并不知道我能不能考上理想的大学，应该说，当时是相当没有信心的。因为我一次次经历了太多的打击，不知自己偷偷后悔了多少回，报考时在报不报北师大的问题上大声哭了多少次。我想我是冒着生命的危险，呵，拿前途赌了一把，还好当时有妈妈在身边，坚定地用我后来的实力和运气下了赌注。
结果是，我们赢了！！！面对我赢了这个结果，有的人酸酸地说：“她的命可真好！”而就像爸爸说的，每一个梦想的实现都是实力加上机遇的结果。我想我的确很幸运，在我最失意的时候，在我看不清前路的时候，在我几乎为了现实放弃理想的时候，一度让我认为是最残忍的现实把我推到了曾经的梦想面前，我说过，这一次我一定会抓住它。
回头看这过程，回味太多，要感谢的也太多，除了爸爸妈妈和老天爷之外，有我的亲属，兄弟姐妹，我最好的朋友，和学校那些关心喜欢我的老师们，有了他们的鼓励与帮助，我变得更加用心努力。还要感谢一些特别的人，他们有些向我挑衅，有些人拿我跟一些我不欣赏的人比较，有的人骗我，刺激我，有的不把我放在眼里，也有人想看我的笑话。他们给了我莫大的压力，还真要感谢着压力，虽然压得我根本透不过气来，常常把我吓哭，但却推动我向前，要很努力证明自己。
嘿嘿，我还真是那种有点show off的人，这样的心路历程加上大好消息，真的希望好多人都知道，呵呵！
抬头一看，是我高考前写的，为了鼓励自己坚持，加油的标语还贴在我的书桌正前方的墙上 。
鲁迅说：“有些人毕生追求的，正是有些人与生俱来的；而有些人最终得到了他们毕生追求的，有些却失去了他们与生俱来的。”
既然选择了远方，那便要风雨兼程。
最初的梦想紧握在手上，最想要去的地方，怎么能在半路就返航；最初的梦想绝对会到达，实现了真的渴望才能算到过了天堂。
像大家说得那样，继续努力吧大琛琛，This is the end of one trip,but it is the beginning of another ! 6월 18일 just waiting fori feel really tired these days ,don't why...
i didn't hang out much,haven't plan my perfect holiday yet.
maybe,i'm just waiting,waiting for a result,and than?i don't know.
 日子一天一天飞逝,曾经幻想过的现在看来了无生趣.曾翘首期待的,现在却提不起精神来.本来和隋隋说好了一起去学舞蹈,但却受到了妈妈的阻拦I'm so sad
but anyway,life is mine,the perfect holiday is mine too,i decide what i will do what i want...
 Dancing a word from the bottom of my deep heart, i'm willing to do it,i will !i haven't connectted with some of my friends for so long time,we planed to hang out to visit each other's,i guess next week is the best time
and some ppl, i don't know whether should i call or just forget about it,forget everything between us,hehe so annoy. 1월 21일 i guess i did goodtoday i finished my first test of wirting ,i guess i did great.but i don't know the result,cause they have to mark it.I hope i can get more than 93(totally 100) haha......that would be cool.
tomorrow i have to stay home and prepare my next very important test,cause they made ppl nervous,it gonna face ppl,and get the mark just after you finish,if someone did bad in the last item,it must have a bad effect to on the next one,espacially seeing others smile on their face when they out the room it'll more scaring.
so just don't think about others believe that you gonna be the best ,relax and smile,say what you reallly ready for,show yourself to the ppl you need to or you want to.
melody you are the best!加油！！！
1월 19일 EmotionRecently, i heard a news of a friend.I was totally shocked by it.I can never imagine that kind of bad thing gonna happen so close our normal life.yes everyone has emotion,but it will be so different from others,and it's so complicated.Ppl chose different way to deal with this kind of things.they maybe smart ,maybe stupied.
I even don't believe it till now,A boy who did OK at normal life,but he is unresponsible when he face his activitise.well i dont wanna comment more but feel sorry for them,so sad for lots of those kind of ppl around.
it also made me scared,afraid of facing boys or men in the future.A teather said"凡所难求皆绝好，万能如愿便平常。"sounds reasonable but little hopeless sometimes...... 1월 15일 to make a choice is the most difficulty everright,it comes close,two huge exams are waiting for me.it makes me cannot see my future,makes me nervous.
what should i do to relax myself?
believe you gonna be wonderful!
waiting for good news of me!  (i hope so)maybe kind of social problemthese days i heard those word"i must be married a rish guy,or to be a nun!"i was shocked when it came out form a 15yearold friend of mine.she also said lots of friends among her think that way.the almost considered money is vital.
what makes them thinks like that? the society,their parents,schools,friends......everything among them.
it makes me so sad,but i cannot say anything .
cause i'm not in their world,maybe just i don't understand their situations.
i can't help mine neither  1월 7일 a girl who wanna make a different in her lifeThese days are busy days,cause i started to learn art,not actually i might add it.just kind of class before professional exam.
 It's really made me tired,but is funny too,got know some new ppl.Espacially a girl who knows 王若麟，that really make me excited.This experience make me felt so much,that art is not just art ,it contain everything in life,learning art is also not a simple thing.Ppl always consided art learner must be kind of ppl who has beautiful face but stupid,who couldn't achieve nothing with their mind or practice capability but they have to find somewhere to be,so......That is so unfair to these ppl.Now i know these kind of ppl who have gift in art are excellent,they chose this for their major in the University because their firm dream and destination.yes some not a few ppl in china chose art because they poor in study normal culture,and art needn't high mark.But that is tatolly wrong in china.Person who can do well in art must be very talented and knowledgeable about all the things,drawing music dancing fasion history geogrophy philosophy so much,but sometimes we did just contrary.I know I'm pretty wordy now so stop defend right now.  1월 1일 2006年面临的vital challenge I dont know why life's always in the torture,but this time it's clear that is to make furture happier.Where ... is my furture,anyway...From now on, i have to concerntrate all myself into study,and it's more than that .i also have to see other's relif when they got theirs recommends to good Universities.and still work hard and puzzled worried about my own future.
the only thing i have to admit is ,that is all my fault.
but life gonna walk on,i'll recovered eventually, actually now is the right time.because may be this is the perfect experience i have ever experienced--a huge failure leed to a great success! Right
Yes ,i believe myself ,i'll reach my goal,arrive my dreamland,study there,enjoy my life.hehe,this huge failure push me hard to follow my early dream which i have cinsidered it'll never gonna happen.Now i encouraged myself to follow what i really wanna do ,what i really good at .Nothing gonna stop me,i'll never make myself down any more .
If anybody see this ,just pray for me,thanks.cause i'm really ambitious,confident and really put me heart in it this time.  |
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